I have been reading the gospel accounts of the resurrection of Jesus as a part of my Lenten devotions. One aspect of these stories surfaced for me as I contemplated them as a whole. In every resurrection appearance of Jesus, except one, Jesus comes to his disciples unexpectedly. The one exception is the Great Commission where Jesus’ followers were presumably expecting something to happen having been instructed to gather where they did. But all the others; Mary in the garden, the disciples behind closed doors, Thomas with the disciples, the two believers on the road to Emmaus, the disciples out fishing; feature an entirely unexpected appearance of Jesus. In fact, the only time disciples went looking for Jesus, Peter and John running to the tomb, Jesus was nowhere to be found.
It seems to me, that while it is very humbling to accept, our spiritual formation is not nearly as much in our hands as it is in God’s. Transforming experiences of the resurrected Jesus are acts of grace, gifts from God, and not subject to our plans and expectations. The unexpected Jesus is the messiah who changed the lives of the first believers through their encounter with the power and the mystery of the resurrection. “Wait upon the Lord,” the psalmist exhorts. Lent is a time of waiting, life is a time of waiting, for the amazing grace of the unexpected Jesus.